From My Heart...!!! Love Me...!!

my friends say
i'm a fool
to think that you're the
one for m
i guess i'm just
a sucker for love
bcoz honestly the truth
is that you know i'm
never leavin'
bcoz you're my angel
sent from above...


people try to tell me
but i still refuse to listen
bcoz they don't get
to spend time
with you
a minute with you
worth more than
a thousand days
without your love...


my heart is blind
but i don't care
bcoz when i with you
everything has disappeared
and every time
i hold you near
i never wanna let you go...



baby you can do no wrong
my money is yours
give you a little more
bcoz i love ya...
with me girl is
where you belong
just stay right here
i promise my dear
i'll put nothing above ya...


say that you love me..
how you do me...
say that you miss me...
tell me what i wanna hear
tell me
♥you love me♥....

Painful...Sakit Mcm Tuuuttt...!!!

mmg mlg la nseb ak ari nih...hu2...ibarat sdah jtuh d tmpa tgga...ak dh la luka kt lutut ak time maen ftsal tuh...ari nih lak luka tuh brtmbh truk...hu2...nih slah bos ak la...hu2...mmg ari yg mlg bg ak...hu2...rsa geram kt bos ak pon ada gak...hu2...

luka ak dh smakin smbuh sblom nih...tba2 ari nih brtmbah teruk lak...besi jtuh tepat ke luka ak...klao kna blah yg rata xpa gak...nih kna blah yg tajam...bucu besi tuh kna btol2 tepat kt luka ak...Ya Allah!!!pedihnya hnya Dia yg tao...mcm nk ngis ja kt ctuh...tp sbb nk cover malu...ak pon tahan ja la...hu2...msa tuh ak tgh nk amek besi yg dh jatuh...ak pn dk brcgkung la...then,,besi tuh jatuh tepat ke sasarannya...hu2...seriously,,mmg pedih sgt...hu2...x trthan ak menahan kepdihan yg dialami oleh ak...suma org dlm bgkel tuh keliling ak...ak mcm nk pgsan ja time tuh...pas tuh mmbe n pekerja kt ctu pimpin ak msok office...dlm office tuh diorg rawat la luka ak...diorg cuci than taruh iodine...mmg pdih...hu2...msa cuci luka ak tuh,,ak dh nmpk lutut ak brlubang...hu2...ak pon geli tgk...hu2...

lpas ja incident tuh,,bos ak pon bg la ak rest kt office...ak mcm xleh rsa kaki ak ja...kebas ja kaki ak...hu2...tp rest xlma mna pon...sejam ja...sbb dh pkul 5.30 ptg ak bleh blek dh...msa jd tuh dlm pkul 4 lebih...hu2...mlgnya nseb ak ari nih...hu2....msa nk naek moto tuh ak rsa mcm xleh agkt kaki ja...tp dh nk blek...gagah agkt gak la...geram gak ar ak...dh la xbg cuti...bg la ak cuti sok...hu2...nseb baek ak bdak pratikal,,klao ak keja tetap kt ctuh wajib ak mnx cuti smggu ar...hu2...


p/s : klao rjin ak p la keja sok...hu2...kpedihan yg teramat sgt sdg dirasai oleh ak...hu2...

Perrgghh....!!!Terbaik Arh....!!!!

smlm ak kuar ngn mmbe2 ak,my best buddy & kak agkt ak...cm besa,,ak drebar sejati diorg...hik3...tp kly nih ak skit lutut bpa keta...ak bwak keta manual,,so kaki kiri ak kna tkan clucth,,lutut ak da la skit,,xleh nk bgkok...hu2...ak pkai sluar pnjg lak tuh...mmg pdih kaki ak...last2,ak dh xthan skit dh...ak snting sluar ak...best buddy ak lak yg geli...tp nk wat cmna...mmg ak skit...trpksa la tnjuk gak kt dia...hik3...sory ek...kitaowg kuar cs ja smlm...ada krnval ngeri trgganu kt cs tuh...ak xbrpa mnat sgt tradisional2 nih...kak agkt ak mnat la sgt...she so excited...hik3...kmi kuar 5 org suma nya...tp brpsah...ak,my best buddy & kak agkt ak jln skly...my frenz 2 org lg jln asing...diorg kn kapel,,so myb nk privasi kot...or myb diorg rimas dk ngn kmi...kn kmi dh pnah ada kes ckit...hu2...

plan yg 1st skly,,kmi cdang nk tgk wyg...tp bla naek ja cs,,wyg suma lmbt...hu2...so,,kmi pon cncel la tgk wyg...kmi g jln2 ja la...psing 1 cs...brapa kly dh tawaf cs tuh...pas tuh kak agkt ak ajk g mkn...kmi mkn kt kdai siam,,ak xmkn pon...ak mnum ja...thx to kak agkt coz blanja ak mnum...hik3...tqvm...mmbe ak yg 2 org tuh p mkn piza...bru dpt duit kot...hik3...ak xdpt duit lg,so ak mnum ja la...tuh pon org blanja...hu2...

tp ak da bad luck ckit kmarin...hu2...my best buddy & kak agkt ak tgh tgk cd kt kdai cd...ak borink tgk cd tuh...sbb xdak pon cita yg ak mnat...so,,ak pon kuar la jln dpan tuh...ak isap rokok kt dpan tuh...tba2 ada lak pgwai keshtan lalu...hu2...tggu lg,,trus dia sman ak...xpsal2 ja ak kna sman...pdn muka ak...spa swoh gtai isap rokok kt tmpat lrangan...hu2...saman tuh brpa pon ak xtaw...dh la tgh pokai nih...hu2...klao ssah2 sgt,,ak wat xtao ja la...hik3...prgai ak mmg cmni...kna sman moto ari tuh pon xbyaq lg...hu2...mlas la nk g byar...nty2 la ak byar...hik3...

lpas ja kuar ptg tuh,,mlm tuh lak my best buddy halo2 ak mnx tlg...mnx tlg ak bwak adk2 dia g tesco,,adk dia nk bly brg utk jamuan class sok,,ak xksah...lgpn bkn da keja ak nk wat kt umah...ak pon tlg la diorg...ak kna bwak keta manual lg bcoz mak ak xbg bwak keta honda tuh...hu2...tp ak dh ready dh kly nih...ak pkai short pant ja...x la skit sgt...cma skit nk bgkok kn kaki ja...hu3...diorg da bg ak duit myk,,ak x mnx pon,,klao bleh ak xmao amek...tp dh diorg kt kta mak diorg swoh bg gak,,ak amek ja ngn trpksa...hu2...ak mcm dh jd drebar sah utk fmly diorg ja bcoz mlm tuh mak diorg yg swoh mnx tlg ak...rsa bgga pon ada gak...hik3...ada gak org yg mmprcyai ak...hik3...



p/s : skit lutut...bla nk lega nih..??!!hu2... =(

Sok Cuti & Nk kuar ngn mmbe2 lak....!!

kt tmpat keja ak ari nih xla letih sgt...1 ari ak wat keja yg sma ja...borink la jgak syik wat bnda yg sma iaitu tapping ja spnjg ari...ok la sbb leh dduk time wat tapping tuh...cma tngan ja letih psing 'hand tap' tuh...skit tapak tgn ak..tp itu normal la..hik3...tgan ja lnguh...tp bdan still maintain...mmg borink la keja ak tapping ja...keaj dduk kt ctu 1 ari suntuk...hu2...tuh pon x abes lg...isnin nih kna smbg lak...hu2...bla la nk abes keja tuh...x larat dh eden nk uat...hu2...mmbe ak lak syik dpt keja sng...jelez gak ar...ak direct kna yg ssah2...tp ari nih dia kna gnti tmpat ak mngikir...hahak...bru dia tao betapa lenguhnya tngan mengikir bnda besi tuh...cram jari2 ak wat bnda tuh...hu2...tp dia byk mnggunakn mesin dri ak...ak syik kna gna tngan ja...dh nk trcabut dh tngan ak nih...hu2...nseb baek ikatan msih kuat...msih kukuh melekat tngan ak nih...hik3...

mlm td lak ak maen ftsal ngn geng2 tman ak...maen pon kt tman ak gak...mmg best...happening gla...lma xlpak ngn kengkawan...syik keja ja...hu2...mlm nih lpak ngn diorg smbil maen ftsal...layann...tp ak ada bad luck skit mlm nih...ak jtuh time maen ftsal td & lutut ak dpt souvenir...hu2...souvenir yg agk besar la...kwan2 ak pon byk gak dpt souvenir nih...yg lwaknya,,suma kna kt lutut kri lak tuh...sma tmpat ja kmi kna...plik kn...hu2...drah byk gak ar kuar...bleh dktakn luka ak yg plg trok la mlm nih...hu2...skit gla bla blik umah ak bsuh ngn air...hu2...pedih yg teramat skly la...hu2...bla la nk lega nih...dh la lusa ak kna keja...sok lak nk kuar ngn kengkawan...hu2...arap2 xmelekat kt sluar la sok...klao melekat gak,,xkan ak nk pkai short pant...hu2...xmao la...hu2

back to the topic,,sok ak cuti...mmg ak tggu2 kn...sbb nk rest lak...dh la cuti pon 1 ari ja...hu2...but, sok ak nk kuar ngn mmbe2 ak bcoz 2 of them dh nk p merantau...sok ssah nty nk jmpa...tomorrow is hari perpisahan kmi...arap2 diorg bleh la bwak dri d tmpat org...in the same time,,xlpa kmi di sini...ak xp mna2 pon...dk kt sp jgak smpy taon dpan...taon dpan pon x p jaoh pon...p kulim ja...hu2...jeles gak ar tgk mmbe2 leh msok degree dh...ak nih dk sjil ja...nk naek degree tuh tggu ada ank 2 3 org lak kot...hu2...prjalanan ak msih jauh nk dbndingkn ngn diorg...hu2...

anyway,,ak arap2 sok will be a besh day ever...cnfirm happening...ak pon nty dh x jmpa diorg dh... so,sok la last day ak nk gila2 ngn diorg...arap2 xdak hlgan utk kmi jmpa sblom brpisah...hu2...lpas nih,,i will mish u all...suma dh jauh dh lpas nih...ak ja dk sp lg...bla la ak nk kuar lak dri kedah nih...nk gak ak rsa idup di negeri org...mcm mna rsanya...xksah la sng o ssah...yg pnting pngalaman ja...hu2...doa2kn la ak dpt gak mrsa idop brdikari di tmpat org...xmao la jauh2 sgt...stakat KL & Selangor tuh ok la...jgn antar g Sabah & Sarawak lak...kna cri fmly agkt lak ak nty...hu2...plg jauh pon JB dh la...hu2...


p/s : bla la ak plak nk p merantau???takdir kn menentuknnya...hu2...ak brserah ja la skrg nih...hu2...lutut ak still pedih la...hu2...

Letih...Letih...Letih...!!!

fuuhh...ltih ouh...ari nih ak maen ftsal lg...hu2...mmg ltih ar...blek2 keja trus ak p bilion maen ftsal...mmbe2 ak ajk...maen syok2 ja pon...tp ak ltih gak ar...hu2...sok atau lusa ada lg ftsal...hik3..
kerap gla ak maen ftsal mggu nih...smpy du8 ak pon dh nk kring dh ar...syik maen ftsal ja...du8 kuar ja la...hu2...

kt tmpt keja ari nih ak wat byk keja...ltih ouh...hu2...mula ak mngisar projek...pas tuh...kikir lak projek tuh...kikir tuh yg letih tuh...kisar tuh x la ltih sgt...guna mesin ja...hu2...abes ja kisar n kikir...
pak manap swoh ak tapping lak...hu2...msa tapping tuh ak bg ptah alat tuh...hu2...ketaq gak ar..dh la bos ada dkat ja...hu2...nseb baek ak xkna mrah...cma depa swoh wat leklok ja...ak pon 1st time wat tapping tuh...mmg xreti la ak...hu2...2 3 4 kly pas tuh,,ok la...dh xpatah dh...dh la alat tuh sja hrga dia RM2400 satu set...hu2...klao bos ak swoh byar,mampoih nk korek du8 kt mna...hu2...nseb baek x kna byaq blik...hu2...

lpas tapping,ak mnggerudi lak...gerudi tuh ok la...nseb baek x la ltih sgt...ltih dri ja...skit tapak kaki ak syik dri ja...hu2...dh la kna pnas...kpas pon xdak kt ctu...pnas lorh...brploh2 ak dk kt ctu...x mao wat stg kna mrah,,so wat ja la tgh pnas...nseb baek ak mnggerudi tuh dh dlm pkul 4.30 ptg dh...x la pnas sgt...hu2...mlm nih mnx2 xdak apa2 plan la...dh ltih sgt...klao ada gak plan,mmg ak x ikot la kot...hu2...nk rest la plak...ltih sgt dh nih...hu2...


p/s : bpa byk kly ak sbut nseb baek la...hik3...xingyuin...

Letih Tahap Gila...!!!

fuuhh...serious ak ltih gila...post ak sblom ak da gtaw ak men ftsal time ptg lpas ak blek dr keja...mlm tuh lak sepupu ak ajk maen ftsal lg..kly nih dua jam lak...msa ptg tuh maen dua kly ja,,kly nih maen dua jam x benti...hu2...spupu ak yg set ftsal nih...dia ajk team kmi ckup2 5 org ja...so,kmi xdak pmaen smpanan...trpksa la maen dua jam lbih tuh...hu2...mmg pnat gla...ak maen sgguh2 smpy cram kaki ak...hu2...slalu maen x cram pon...ak dh stretching dh tp cram gak...hu2...


ltih gla ar...maen dr pkul 10 smpy kul 1...hu2...lpas maen spupu ak lak ajk lpak mnum dlu...ak pon lpak la..tp sat ja...dlm kul 1.40 pg tuh ang chao ar...xlrat dh nk lpak...dk nmpk bntal n slmut kt umah ja...smpy2 ja kt umah,,ak trus mndi...pluh pnuh bdan kot...belengaih bdan ak..hu2..abes ja mndi,pkai bju tdo,trus ak boomm ats katil...blog ak pon smpat update smlm...ltih pnya psal la...hu2...


ari khmis nih ada lg ftsal...mnx2 skly ja dh la...jgn la ajk dua kly...xlarat dh kot...xmao maen kcian mmbe2...stg tacing2 lak ngn ak...hu2...ak ja kcian kt org...bla lak la org nk kcian kt ak nih...hu2...ari nih pon ak still rsa ltih g wlaopon dh tdo blik dr keja td...ak trjga sbb mak ak grak mkn...so,lpas nih ak smbg blik prjuangan ak...hik3...nk smbg prjuangan shgga ke pg sok...arap2 leh tdoq dgn puasnya la mlm nih...hik3...wan'an / zao'an...hik3...


p/s : td ak da blaja ckit2 bhasa mndrin...hik3...wan'an...tianmi meng...hik3...btol kot ak tulis tuh...

Tension = Bebai...!!!

mmg 10sion ak ari nih...1st kly ak letih sbb kt tmpat L.I ak td kna wat byk keja...tp tuh ok lg..x la 10sion sgt...yg ak 10sionnya,,lpas keja,,mmbe ak ajk maen ftsal...dh la rayu2 kt ak..so,disbbkn mmbe ak nih merayu2 kt ak,ak pon p la wlaopon agk letih...yg ak bebai,,depa ajk maen KING STAY..xpa la dh nk maen cmtuh...tmbah bebai ak lak bla ak dpt maen 2 kly ja...dh tuh kna byaq sma hrga ngn owg maen lma pd ak...mmg x adil ar...klao ak x p maen pon xpa td...tp tuh la,,klao ak x p,,depa kta apa lak...dh la mai rayu2 kt ak...hu2...ari khmis nih depa ajk ak maen lg..tp ak xtaw la nk p o x...klao nk maen cm td gak,,sumpah ak xmao p dh...maen x kuaq peluh pon kna byaq sma hrga ngn org laen yg maen peluh cm bru lpas mndi...mmg ak bebai ar...klao xreti atur,,xyah wat KING STAY...bodoh btoi...wat penat org laen ja p...yg dk maen tuh org yg sma gak...hu2...baek xyah ajk ak maen...smpy rayu2 lak tuh...cm p***** ja...mmg ak angin 1 pala ar...



p/s : serius mmg ak tgh nek angin...xdak mood dh nk lpak2 mlm nih...mcb

1st day at pratical@industrial training,,besh...!!!

ari nih,ari 1st ak msok li or pratikal...mula2 agk nervous sbb 1st time la kn...ak bgun awal...pkul 6.30 pg mak ak dh grak ak...ikotkn aty ak nk tdo lg sbb kna lapor diri kul 8.40 pg...tp disbbkn xthan mndgr leteran mak ak,,ak pon bgun la...xkn pg2 dh nk mlwan mak kn...hu2...tuh pon agk liat gak ar ak nk bgun...lpas ja mak ak kuar g skola,,ak pon mndi & kuaq p srapan...ak srapan smbil mnggu mmbe ak...pkul 7 pg ak kuaq p srapan,,pkul 7.40 pg bru mmbe ak smpy...agk lma gak ar ak tggu...hu2...tp klao xtggu dia pon nk watpa pg2 buta??hu2...pkul 8.30 ak trus grak p tmpat L.I ak...tmpat tuh besh bangat...penyelia ak pon ok...sporting...sng nk brsmbg...pekerja2 kt ctu pon ok gak...cm bos gak la..hik3...nk tnya apa pon sng...xdak nk mrah2 bla ak wat slah...mmg besh la...hik3...kerja ak td pon xssah sgt...cma pnat brdiri & skit pggang ja...kerja ak brdri depan mesin larik pas tuh larik la apa yg bos bg kt ak...hik3...wat kerja tu lak slg tkar2 ngn mmbe ak...so xla pnat sgt...hik3...xrsa cm seari pon dk kt ctu...sat ja...tao dh bleh blik dh...hahak...

wak2 kerja ak tiap2 ari kcuali ari ahd cuti...ari len suma dr pkul 8.30 pg smpy 5.30 ptg...yg plg beshnya,,rehat 3 kly tuh...sblom nih ak keja kt econsave dri pg smpy mlm pon rhat 2 kly ja...nih keja dr pg smpy ptg ja,,tp rhat 3 kly...mmg besh ar...hahak...elaun pon dpt seari RM10...hik3...mmg style larh tmpat nih...x sia2 ak plih tmpat tuh...hik3...thx to my friend that recommended me that place...hik3...ak & mmbe ak ja bdak pratikal kt ctu..so,sng la diorg nk tnjuk ajar...byk gak yg diorg ajar ak ari nih...but i still have five months with them,so msih byk yg akn ak pelajari di ctu...hik3...kpd kwan2 ak yg nk wat pratikal dlm bidang mekanikal,,p la tmpat tuh...seriuosly,,mmg besh...tp xtao la kot2 nty dh jd len dh...hik3...




p/s : what a happy day...so kna p lg...hik3...=)

Relief,,,but hurt a bit...!!!

i'm relief...ak lega sgt...ak dh pon gtaw my besh buddy bout my feelings towards her...rsa lega sgt...hik3...even jwapan dia is no...but,i'm not that frust...ada gak la frust tuh...but we cannot force some1 to love us,right...??so,ak trima kputusan dia dgn redha...i respect her decision...even agk kecewa ak rsa tp kta xleh pksa kn3...??so,i hope she will open her heart someday even i'm not the guy...hu2...just now i hope i not make her feel pressure...bcoz that the important thing...i dun wan make her feel pressure after i propose her...hu2...and for my besh buddy..."jgn la rsa brslah...being honest is not a crime...hu2...even sometime truth will make some1 heart break...but its not ur fault k...dun feel guilty with me k...and i hope our friendship still the same as before...u have ur own reason for ur decision...that good enough for me,,even i dunno what r the reason...and i wan to know what are the reason,if u willing to tell me...and i will never blame u...trust me k..I WILL NEVER BLAME THIS ON YOU..!!!u not hurt my feeling that much...just a little bit hurt...but not the most hurt i ever feel before...i also love u and our friendship and i hope this will not effect our friendship and i hope i not make u cry tonight...hu2...qet arap kta still cm dlu k...u r still my best buddy and will always be...and 1 more thing,i understand ur decision...=)"

ak rsa lega sgt bla dh gtaw dia sal feeling ak kt dia and ak pon dh taw feeling dia kt ak...so,ak arap kmi still best buddy like before...hu2...for me,klao dia bg tao bnda btol pd some1 that propose her,itu x dinamakn sbgai menkn aty org...siapa sja yg kta cm tuh mmg criusly b***h...tell truth is not playing wif some1 heart,even sometime it may hurt some1 heart,but its not playing wif some1 heart...terus terang adalh bnda plg mulia...for whom to say tell truth is playing wif some1 heart,,plzz think twice before say it...and if u wan to say that for my best buddy,,think double triple twice...i know my best buddy and she not like that...

p/s : this my promise to u,my best buddy...=)

Mission Failed...But Got Pressure....!!

plan ak failed....hu2...post sblom nih ak da gtaw sal plan ak utk gtaw my besh buddy nih bout my feeling...but,,suma plan tuh failed...hu2...sbb2 plan 2 failed adalah sbb ak skit prot sgt...hu2...1st skly,,ak kuar umah g amek dia dlm pkul 2 cmtuh...her sis oso ikut kmi...smpy ja kt cs,,kmi trus g mkn...kmi mkn kt cemara kt cs...ak mkn nsi ayam...lpas ja mkn nasi tuh,,prot ak trus buat hal...skit ja spnjg ak kuar...2 3 kly gak ar ak p toilet...hu2...skit prot sbb mkn o sbb nervous sgt...hu2...dsbbkn ak skit prot,,so ak pon not in mood nk gtaw dia...hu2...so plan ak trpksa la dgagalkn...hu2...mgkn mmg bkn msa utk ak gtaw dia lg kot...hu2...myb dia pon x hepy kuar ngn ak ari nih...bcoz ak agk snyap gak ar...ak skit prot sgt so ak trpksa snyap smbil brfkir cmna nk bg ilang skit nih...dh buang pon still skit prot...hu2...period cram kot...xpon sengugut..hik3...anyway,,sorry my buddy,,ari ni kta kuar xbrpa happening ckit...hu2...slalunya ak yg jd tkg kecoh...tp ari ak snyap lak...hu2...msa kuar td trserempak ngn 'x' ak..dia kuar ngn mmbe2 dia yg ak knal gak...then da sorg laki...laki nih ska kt dia gak...myb diorg brsma skrg o myb not...dlu pon diorg rpat gak...ak hepy law dia dh jmpa pggnti ak...yg mnmbahkn cdeyh & pressure ak skrg plak,,lpas ak bca blog 'x' ak nih...mmg dia cita sal kmi msa kapel dlu...hu2...mmg cdeyh sgt...tp tuh la,,bnda dh jdi...nyesal pon xgna gak...hu2...ak pon tekanan gak ar lpas bca blog dia...cdeyh pon ada gak...hu2...ak pon cian gak kt dia...mmbe ak nih td ada la tgur sroh ak brbek blik ngn 'x' ak nih...tp ak tkot ak cma kapel ngn dia sbb cian ja,,bkn brdsarkn cinta pon...trus trang ak gtaw,,mmg cyg ak kt dia dh kurg ckit...ak tipu dia kta ak still syg dia mcm dlu...tuh pon ak trpksa kta cmtuh sbb xmao dia cdeyh...ak dh xmao dia cdeyh lg disbbkn oleh ak...ak nk dia jmpa ngn org yg bleh wat dia hepy slalu,,bkn org yg slalu bg dia cdeyh cm ak...alasan yg ak bg agk xmunasabah gak ar...ak tpu dia kta ak nk ptus ngn dia sbb takot trlanjur,,pdhal bnda tuh mmg mustahil nk brlaku...dia pon kuat gak agama dia...smbhyg 5 wak2 xtggal...kcuali period la...hu2...di sini ak telah melakukan byk pembohongan...betapa bodohnya diri ku....hu2...ak takot nk gtaw dia hal yg sbnar...takot dia xdpt terima n akn lakukan kerja bodo...msa kmi break ari tuh pon dia dh tores tgn dia...hu2...klaw ak gtaw hal yg sbnar apa la yg akn dia uat pon ak xtaw...hu2...mmg btol la dia xsesuai ngn ak...dia bek ja ngn ak...tp ak yg tpu dia mcm2...hu2...seriously mmg ak tekanan skrg...dh la sok nk start pratikal dh...kna bgun awal lak tuh...hu2...arap2 sok bleh la ak bgun awal n arap2 ak bleh la tdo ngn aman mlm nih...so,klao btol la 'x' ak nih dh ada pggnti ak,,ak arap sgt2 diorg bhgia...n pesanan utk pggnti ak tuh,,jgn la layan dia mcm ak layan dia...hu2...tuh cita sal 'x' ak...nih sal ak n my besh buddy nih,,xtao lg apa ksdahannya...hu2...nervous mnggu sbrg kmgkinan...apa2 pon bleh jd...hu2...hopefully,lpas suma perkare krg bek brlaku pd ak ari nih,,ada jgak perkara yg akn menaikn semngat ak blik...hu2...wish 4 it...nervous smlm smpy skrg x abes lg...wlaupon plan ak yg sal my besh buddy tuh failed...tp still nervous...still thinking...what will happen tonight...hu3...whatever happen tonight,i will try to accept it and think positively....hik3...i hope something good will happen tonight...wish 4 that...ak arap besh buddy ak tuh x tekanan la...hu2...very hope 4 that...

p/s : moon and star...i wish u can help me...hu3...

Nervous...!!

1st skly,ak col besh buddy ak nih...kmi smbg lma gak la...ak taw dia tgh pressure bcoz prmhonan upu dia xdpt...ak col dia utk bg smgat kt dia...arap2 apa yg ak smbg ngn dia tuh dpt mnaikn smgat dia blik...hu2...u need to cheer up gurl...hik3...lpas ja ak col dia,ak p men ftsal lak..mmg letih...men ftsal 2 jam tuh...letih sgt2...ak men ngn mmbe ak yg ada kes ckit tuh...tp dia xsmbg sgt pon ngn ak...men tuh pon xrsa ada smngat kerjasama pon ngn dia...kmi x sefahaman pon...hu2...ak letih sgt2 tp ak ggah tulis blog gak sbb sok ak nk kuaq ngn my besh buddy...dlm post sblom nih ak pnah cita sal dia...bnda yg nervous nya ialah ak nk gtaw dia bout my feeling toward her...sbb2 yg ak nk gtaw dia gak ialah ak trbca quote nih..."We only given today and never promise tomorrow, so be sure to tell someone that you love them"...hu2...

ak hrap dia bleh tima ak...lpas ak break ngn x-gf ak,,only she on my mind...yg ak nervousnya ak tkot ak akn bg pressure kt dia...hu2...ak tgk dia nih jnis pressure ckit bla org mnx kapel ngn dia...hu2...so,so,so nervous right now...xtao la leh tdoq x mlm nih...ak arap ak xbg pressure sgt kt dia...hu2...if she reject me,,i respect her decision...hu2...xtao la nk kta apa dh...seriously mmg nervous & pressure...dlm post sblom nih pon ak da cita ak dia ska since form 2...hu2...arap2 ak leh control keadaan...yg plg pnting ak xmao pressure dia...that the most important thing...


p/s : ak cma nk dia taw prasaan ak kt die...wish me luck...=)

Dunno which one to choose......

tajok nih sbnrnya lbih brat kpd love la...hu2...i like this 1 gurl...i like her since form 2...hu2...ak agk rapat gak ar ngn gurl nih...slalu kuar,,slalu gayut kt phone...ak rsa cm gurl nih pon ska gak kt ak...tp xtao ar btol or x...myb ak ja yg prasan...myb dia ska ak sbgai mmbe ja...hu2...now i think i wan to tell my feeling towards her but,,suddenly my frenz tell me that she not suite wif me...so,ak pon ngah pening pk sal nih...should i o should not i tell her my feeling...???hu2...persoalan yg berlegar di pala otak ak...hu2...my frenz told me to go back wif my x-gf...tp,,syg ak kt dia dh krg ckit bla dh jd cmnih...so,ak pon pning pala yg mna 1 ak nk plih...myb my frenz right,,bcoz gurl nih pon cm lbih bek pd ak,,lbih pndai dr ak,,even tahap pndidikan dia lbih tggi dr ak,,rupa paras pon lbih bek pd ak,,so myb btol la dia xsuite ngn ak...hu2...even,dia ada rmai pmnat,,rmai gak ar yg mnx kapel ngn dia tp di tolak..ak pon tkot jd cmtuh gak...hu2...tp blom cba blom tao...hik3...so,ptot ak ikot naluri aty ak o ikot ckp mmbe??sometime,,ckp mmbe pon adr btolnya gak...naluri aty pon kdg2 btol gak...mmg pning ar pk sal nih...hu2...ak strees sgt bla pk sal hal nih...ak nk gtao dia about my feeling pon tkot..hu2...tkot di tolak mntah2 ja...tmbhan plak pmnat dia lg nsem pd ak...mcm org korea pon ada gak...cmna klao ak plih gurl nih but gurl nih tolak ak???malu ak...hu2...cmna lak klao ak plih x-gf ak tp gurl nih pon ska ak??how??so complicated....ak sbnrnya mmg nk gtaw dia sal feeling ak,,tp lpas mmbe ak ckp cmtuh,,ak pon rsa tkot...cmna lak klao dia tima ak,,tp kmi xsehaluan,,xsekpala,,x kekal lma???hu2...mmg pning ar...or ak ja yg pk trlalu pnjg...hu2...ada gak mmbe ak yg tgur ak kta ak nih jnis pk pnjg sgt...bnda yg lmbt jd lg pon ak dh pk...hu2...

p/s : some1 help me.....hu2....

Borink...!!!

ari nie ari yg mmbosankn...actually xla bosan sgt...1st skly,,ak tgk france lwan pg nih...mmg 10sion & borink...france men cm malaysia ja pon men...mmg ptot kna blasah ngn mexico...pas tuh,,blik umah tdo smpy noon...slpas smyg jumaat,,ak kuaq ngn x-gf ak...agk best la...lma dh kmi xkuar skly,,so bla kuar td agk happening gak ar...mula2 kmi p bank in yuran poli 'x' ak...then g bank islam nk uat kad bank ak yg ilang dlu...tggu pnya lma,,pastuh dia kta xleh uat..kna p uat kt kulim...mmg @#%$^!!!10sion yg amat...klau xleh,,ckp la awl2 xleh...nih bg aku tggu dkat sejam bru kta xleh...mmg @$%*&%!!then mlm ni,,ak xtaw nk watpa,,mmg borink,,syik lpak kt kdai mmbe ak ja..xtaw nk p mna...nk msj pon,,mmbe2 ak suma xrep msj...col pon ada yg xagkt,,mmg borink larh...borink pnya borink,,last skly blik umah on9...on9 fb pon borink gak..dh xtaw nk uatpa,,tulis blog ja la kerja ak...hu2...

p/s : ak xtaw nk uatpa la skrg nih...sok pon blom tntu ada plan...hu2...

Layan...!!!

dua lagu nih mmg layan...lirik lagu nih mmg touched my heart...hu2...
my favorite song...laaayaannn....!!!

Favourite Songs

"Gotta Be Somebody"

This time, I wonder what it feels like
To find the one in this life, the one we all dream of
But dreams just aren't enough
So I'll be waiting for the real thing, I'll know it by the feeling
The moment when we're meeting, will play out like a scene
Straight off the silver screen
So I'll be holding my breath, right up 'til the end
Until that moment when, I find the one that I'll spend forever with

Cause nobody wants to be the last one there
Cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares
Someone to love with my life in their hands
There's gotta be somebody for me like that
Cause nobody wants to go it on their own
And everyone wants to know they're not alone
There's somebody else that feels the same somewhere
There's gotta be somebody for me out there

Tonight, out on the street, out in the moonlight
And dammit this feels too right, it's just like déja vu
Me standing here with you
So I'll be holding my breath, could this be the end?
Is it that moment when, I find the one that I'll spend forever with

Cause nobody wants to be the last one there
Cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares
Someone to love with my life in their hands
There's gotta be somebody for me like that
Cause nobody wants to go it on their own
And everyone wants to know they're not alone
There's somebody else that feels the same somewhere
There's gotta be somebody for me out there

You can't give up, (when you're looking for) a diamond in the rough (cause you never know)
When it shows up, (make sure you're holding on)
Cause it could be the one, the one you're waiting on
Cause nobody wants to be the last one there
And everyone wants to feel like someone cares
Someone to love with my life in their hands
There's gotta be somebody for me, oh

Nobody wants to go it on their own
And everyone wants to know they're not alone
There's somebody else that feels the same somewhere
There's gotta be somebody for me out there
Nobody wants to be the last one there
Cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares
There's somebody else that feels the same somewhere
There's gotta be somebody for me out there

p/s : ak nk upload video tp xleh...hu2...

Just Wanna Try....

pd mulanya ak xbrapa minat ngn blog2 nih...cm diari pon ada bg ak...tp lpas ak dh byk tgk blog mmbe2 ak...rsa cm best gak ada blog nih...so,,ak pon cba uat blog....hik3... my 1st time uat blog...cm best ja nmpk...hik3....nih la 1st post....agk blur...ak xtao nk tulis apa...hahahak....

p/s : cm best ja....huk3...